- being a graduate doesnt feel any different..yet! It doesnt seem like summer either, so im guessing it'll take a little while to get use too! But its fun I dont have stupid school anymore, im so done with the teachers and shit at that school, they're crazy!
-today zack and i FINALLY got moved into my room. My grandma was here for my graduation, so we slept on the couch, then my dad came so we got kicked to the floor. haha. But im excited. Zack works til 6 am, so he doesnt get to enjoy sleeping on the bed yet haha. I'm glad that we're back at my moms house, his parents were like, i dont even know..crazy! My moms house isnt as stressful and she doesnt watch us and ask us to barrow everything we have! I HATED that!! But it's all over! We've still gotta get some stuff at his house, and get our phone switched over to here, but we have some time. Zacks parents are in California right now, so we can go get some more stuff tomarrow maybe..i dont know, but thats what we did yesterday.
- i hate when zack works from like 8 pm to 4 am..i dont mind picking him up, but it sucks now that were way out by 3 peaks! We need to get another car and stuff, and i think he just needs to work in the day, like a normal person. Its hard for me to sleep without him. I'm getting a little better, but at first I'd stay up all night,
it sucked! Im attatched to him..if you couldnt tell already!
- ive gotta go get a job..IM NOT READY! I know its gonna be hard for me to take zack to work and me work at the same time. So we've gotta get him his licence and then i guess he could take my truck..i dont know. I just wanna get a place of our own, but I dont mind staying with my mom for a few months, and she doesnt mind either. I just dont wanna be stuck here, you know? Plus when we have an apartment or something, I get to decorate, and cook haha I'm already excited! I'm trying to save all the money I got from graduation..but thats not going to well haha. We've got like 2 bills to pay, put gas in my truck, and go grochery shopping. Zack is a picky eater lol, but i guess so am i!
-anyways..with the eating deal. I'm feeling a little better. I'm glad I've lost that 10 pounds, but I think i could lose a few more, i just have a problem with my stomach..its driving me crazy. It doesnt help that I'm lazy! lol I like to go walking and stuff, but it's way windy up here, so eventually I'm going to get a gym membership and work out. That'll make me feel better. I hate how I have an obsession about checking the nutrition label every time i pick something up, though! It changes my mind, or sometimes I'll be like..oh well I'll eat this but ill skip the next dinner and breakfast. So..I think thats where my problem is. My therapist lady is helping I guess. Its kinda of weird at first, but im getting use to it.
-..so i dont know what to do now! I want to take a break off school, but I want to go to Evans to learn to be a nail tech. My dad was telling me that isnt a carrer and im like um well..its something I could do as a side job, right? That's a good thing to have, so I'm like okay, well just give me the money..haha! It's not too expensive, only a few thousand.
- well I've gotta alot of stuff to do! I've gotta write thank you letters to about 20 people! AHH lol. Then I've gotta write a shopping list..ill be just getting to sleep when zack calls and tells me hes ready to come home. haha, its all good though, right?!
- hope everyone has a safe week :)