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Jessica Nichole

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[Saturday
July 22nd, 2006 at 11:02pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Hey!

-Well heres an update!
_ I got the job at hollywood, i start monday, im so nervous!!  I shouldnt be though, i know the people at game crazy!

_Summer still sucks, theres nothing to do!  I cant believe school is getting ready to start...and i dont have to go. How weird is that gonna be!?!  Wait..I lied about the summer thing, Ive compleatly forgot that I've been doing something EVERY week!  haha Zack and I and a bunch of friends go to another friends house and hang out all night.  Thats fun!  How could I forget haha.  

_well im gonna go play some xbox haha yes, i said xbox.  i have a slight addiction!  Everyone have a good rest of the weekend :)

<3/jess

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a day in my life [Saturday
June 24th, 2006 at 5:11pm]



My day or night...is just beginning!
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do you see the mess on the floor?!
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its kinda clean...right?
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so i go get ready to go get zack from work
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lets get in the car!
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yay we're home! (thats my boyfriend)
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it hurts..where i use to have teeth haha
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zack and i just got out of the shower, and im tired, kinda..
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its his turn to play xbox now
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ill just relax for awhile
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i had to make a new myspace because it got hacked...
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the sun is coming up!! ahhh!
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thats okay..just a little more on the computer!
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good idea..lets go to bed zack!
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we slept until...

i hate the alarm..its 1:30 pm!
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honey, get up we have stuff to do!
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time for me to get ready!
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yay lets go!!
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1st, we go to the bank.
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2nd, zack gets his hair cut!
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3rd, we go to walmart for a little shopping..
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4th, we get his tips from his work.
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we're home!!
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lunch time..cheetos and V8..weird i know!
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1 hour until work :(
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ahh ive got to pay bills!
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zachary is shaving..kind of getting ready for work
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gross, i have to do dishes now
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and laundry..
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zack and my mom are talking.
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my puppies are funny!
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awwe zack is getting ready
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we're getting in the truck!
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driving..driving..driving.
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im home!
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hi sammy!!
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i sit down and play some xbox live now.
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im hungry now. its soo good!!
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i get interuppted and so im playing some battlefield 2 while im eating.. haha
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its getting late so i put in a movie...
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good night everyone :)
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[Sunday
June 18th, 2006 at 4:06pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

Hi everyone!

- i got my wisdom teeth out on friday..ahh not too bad but now im just swollen..messed up on the loratab, haha.  Yeah, it doesnt hurt very bad, but i thought i'd let you guys know im doing good, and thats where i've been for the last few days :)  

- now that im 18, Ive got a list of things i WANT to do and a list of things i NEED to do..haha

**MY LIST OF WHAT I WANT TO DO!!**
- go to vegas and salt lake and st. george for malls :) i love shopping
- go to the lake
- get a gym membership
- get a house of my own..with zacky of course
- one word: road trip..okay thats 2 words


**MY LIST OF WHAT I NEED TO DO!!**
- get a job..duh
- pay my own car insurance
- pay bills
- get over my eating problems/anxiety/"depression"

- well this list will change, so ill have to update on that :)

-well hows everyone else doing?  i hope you had a great weekend and a good week :)


<3/jess




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[Wednesday
June 14th, 2006 at 3:31pm]
today is my birthday..im the birthday girl..so far, i woke up at 2:30 pm, talked to my mom...then got yelled at by my mom and had to clean the floor in the bathroom because I dyed the carpet dark mohagoany brown, and then my boyfriend is going to play his xbox until 5.  but we celebrated yesterday, so its all good.

<3/jess
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[Monday
June 12th, 2006 at 12:39am]
[ mood | awake ]

Hello!

- so im been lazy on the updating..IM SORRY! But..2 days til my birthday! Yay!

- my counseling sessions are so STUPID! Last tuesday..she was like, " i think your depressed," "I think you have an anxiety disorder" and im like thanks..just tell me everything thats wrong about me. Then she says, "maybe you should try some meds" and im like "um no, because last time I was on those, I almost, just about, killed my boyfriend" haha. Its stupid, and shes saying how I dont look 'that' anorexic..but I am a little underweight..which REALLY offends me. Well..I'm suppost to write a list about what Im going to do, as in job wise, and is moving wise, school wise, and boyfriend wise. I'm compleatly stressed out because she said if you dont do that..then maybe you should get on meds. Yeah..screw that. I hate going there now, its so stupid..I have to go 20 visits. But whatever..Im NOT going on meds.

-zack and i are good. We had a little..okay BIG fight the other day, but what couples dont, right? It was stupid. I hate how he doesnt talk to me when we fight..so im just basically yelling at a wall for like 2 hours. I get pretty pissed off at that. But, uh, i guess fights work things out..haha i dont know. Fights are STUPID!

-We also have to get another xbox 360..because of me, and my new addiction to playing online uno and battlefield 2. Its not really my fault..I see why zack is ALWAYS playing! It's so much fun though, because you can go talk to people and shit. And, omg.. haha, I get so many friend invites just because I'm a chick..i KNOW it! Its crazy, but I dont mind, they dont say "oh so what are you wearing.." I only got one of those out of the 25 friends on there I have! Not to bad..but they like to play and they dont mind that im sort of learning still. So yeah. But my dad said he was gonna give some money to the new "Jessica needs an xbox 360" fund..yeah its pretty hott. We already have a 2nd tv..so we're good on that!

- Ive been making a cookbook on my spare time..of yummy things, so if you have ANY good recipes..dont be shy and give them to me! Its alot of fun.. I havent really made anything out of it yet..but I will..someday. Haha. Cooking is fun!

- its been about 3..almost 4 weeks since I've graduated..it doesnt feel any different..im still at home..being bored, with nothing to do, and its summer! I'm sure it'll hit when I wake up at 7 am, and get already for school, and then realize I dont even have classes. haha, yeah..that'll be HOTT!

- saw this fun little community adayinmylife that you take pictures of what you do during the day..and you post them!  It looks like so much fun, im going to join!  yeah..thats what ill be doing, when im not on the xbox :(

-well theres my update..do you love it?  Its fun and big and so you better comment :) 

:-* muah muah
<3/jess

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[Saturday
June 10th, 2006 at 11:30pm]
4 days til my birthday :) I'm gonna be legal haha, i think its hott.. but now i have to get a job..so thats not so hott.
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[Monday
June 5th, 2006 at 4:47pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Hello!

- yay ive been out of school for almost 2 weeks haha. I love it. I've just been staying at home and playing zacks xbox 360..which im very good at Battlefield 2, thank you very much. Haha, thats my favorite game..besides uno, and plus I get on there and talk to my friends :) So if anyone has Xbox live..add me :) my gamertag is sideprincess -- its a sexy name :)

- theres really nothing to do around here though..I want to go camping, but zack is sick, so were going to have to wait, i guess. Its all good though. I havent been camping in a long time so I really wanna go! Plus I think it'll be alot of fun. I also want to go down to sand hollow to the lake and go swimming..but im scared of not seeing the bottom so I'd freak out. haha, yeah im kinda crazy like that.

-well i dont have anythign to really write about..nothings been going on! How is everyone doing? I hope you have a fun and safe summer :)

<3/jess

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[Wednesday
May 31st, 2006 at 12:47pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

Hello!!

- Well.. It's almost been a week since I graduated..yay for me! I've still gotta get a job..but I'm waiting til after my surgery so then I'll get out there and..work. Im not a working girl..so this is gonna be different for me. I'll get use to it..i guess.

- Summer is fun..I havent really done anything yet. I went bowling with Zack and my 2 friends last night, Jessica and Kristina. Haha...we should not be put together. And plus we all suck at bowling..just kidding. I can barely hit one pin, but its all good, it was still fun. Zack and I are going to go camping next week, he has 4 days off, or we might go to the lake, too. I'm excited!! Summer should be fun..except for the working part!

-well this is just a short update...ill be back later though :)

<3/jess

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[Saturday
May 27th, 2006 at 10:26pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Hey!

- being a graduate doesnt feel any different..yet! It doesnt seem like summer either, so im guessing it'll take a little while to get use too! But its fun I dont have stupid school anymore, im so done with the teachers and shit at that school, they're crazy!

-today zack and i FINALLY got moved into my room. My grandma was here for my graduation, so we slept on the couch, then my dad came so we got kicked to the floor. haha. But im excited. Zack works til 6 am, so he doesnt get to enjoy sleeping on the bed yet haha. I'm glad that we're back at my moms house, his parents were like, i dont even know..crazy! My moms house isnt as stressful and she doesnt watch us and ask us to barrow everything we have! I HATED that!! But it's all over! We've still gotta get some stuff at his house, and get our phone switched over to here, but we have some time. Zacks parents are in California right now, so we can go get some more stuff tomarrow maybe..i dont know, but thats what we did yesterday.

- i hate when zack works from like 8 pm to 4 am..i dont mind picking him up, but it sucks now that were way out by 3 peaks! We need to get another car and stuff, and i think he just needs to work in the day, like a normal person. Its hard for me to sleep without him. I'm getting a little better, but at first I'd stay up all night,
it sucked! Im attatched to him..if you couldnt tell already!

- ive gotta go get a job..IM NOT READY! I know its gonna be hard for me to take zack to work and me work at the same time. So we've gotta get him his licence and then i guess he could take my truck..i dont know. I just wanna get a place of our own, but I dont mind staying with my mom for a few months, and she doesnt mind either. I just dont wanna be stuck here, you know? Plus when we have an apartment or something, I get to decorate, and cook haha I'm already excited! I'm trying to save all the money I got from graduation..but thats not going to well haha. We've got like 2 bills to pay, put gas in my truck, and go grochery shopping. Zack is a picky eater lol, but i guess so am i!

-anyways..with the eating deal. I'm feeling a little better. I'm glad I've lost that 10 pounds, but I think i could lose a few more, i just have a problem with my stomach..its driving me crazy. It doesnt help that I'm lazy! lol I like to go walking and stuff, but it's way windy up here, so eventually I'm going to get a gym membership and work out. That'll make me feel better. I hate how I have an obsession about checking the nutrition label every time i pick something up, though! It changes my mind, or sometimes I'll be like..oh well I'll eat this but ill skip the next dinner and breakfast. So..I think thats where my problem is. My therapist lady is helping I guess. Its kinda of weird at first, but im getting use to it.

-..so i dont know what to do now! I want to take a break off school, but I want to go to Evans to learn to be a nail tech. My dad was telling me that isnt a carrer and im like um well..its something I could do as a side job, right? That's a good thing to have, so I'm like okay, well just give me the money..haha! It's not too expensive, only a few thousand.

- well I've gotta alot of stuff to do! I've gotta write thank you letters to about 20 people! AHH lol. Then I've gotta write a shopping list..ill be just getting to sleep when zack calls and tells me hes ready to come home. haha, its all good though, right?!

- hope everyone has a safe week :)

<3/jess

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[Thursday
May 25th, 2006 at 5:59pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

haha im the graduation girl..do you love it!!

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[Sunday
May 21st, 2006 at 6:00pm]
HEY*

im looking for some good yummy recipes, so if you have some, post them for me :) thanks!!
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[Saturday
May 20th, 2006 at 4:52pm]
[ mood | bored ]

* HEY *

- I had alot of fun last night at my friends birthday/bridal shower. I won a prize!! haha I got some bath and body works soap, coconut lime..smells so good, and some candy! Those are fun, I cant wait to have one of my own!!

- Today zack went to the ER..again! But hes all good now, he wasnt feeling good.

- wow..im so amazed im graduating..i have butterflies in my stomach! Im way nervous!! I know it'll be worth it though..well of course, but i'll get over the nervousness. Im for sure NOT going to grad night..it looks stupid, so whatever. I rather be at home and have a party thingy of my own! I'll be with my family and stuff..so that'll be alot of fun! I just wanna get it over with..the last week of school is just a joke..nobody shows up, and the teachers just make us watch movies! STUPID! haha.

- well this summer, ill probley just work and save money to move out! I really cant wait! I want a place just for zack and i, so we can have it messy haha. And then i can decorate, and cook, and be a house wife. OMG..scary!!! Just kidding!!

-anyways..look what i got on here!
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yeah, thats by me! loves it!

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awwe and this is just cute!!

*well im out of here :) tata everyone!

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[Friday
May 19th, 2006 at 9:16pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Hi Everyone!!!

-today was fun! I only went to 2 classes haha I love it. Monday is senior sluff day..im going to sleep in...and clean :) BUT ANYWAYS! My friend had her bridal shower tonight. Awwe, im so excited for her. Shes excited to get married! We played games, and ate food..the normal things that girls do, right? Sometimes I feel like Im NEVER going to get married..that zack and i will be engaged FOREVER! haha. He gets mad because Im always like..awe cute, they're married! haha And he's like SHUT UP! haha

-wow..only like 3 days til I graduate school!! WOW! Arn't you proud of me, Im actully graduating! All i can say is WOW! Im kinda nervous, but it'll be alot of fun right? Ive actully gotta grow up. Im gonna start stressing.

-i have surgury soon, and im scared! lol. I'm scared to be like knocked out haha. I'm not very good with pain!! I hope it doesnt last too long, but its only my wisdom teeth, so im probley over reacting haha. I've never had surgury...like when i was little but it wasnt anything big either, so..im just nervous.

-so whats everyones summer plans? I hope you guys have alot of fun!

-im going to go, im feeling sick..again! haha and no, im not pregnant. Just in case you were wondering :P

<3/jess

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[Wednesday
May 17th, 2006 at 2:53pm]
[ mood | excited ]

6 more days of school left..haha like im going to them..its gonna be more like 3!

oh and lizzy.. we arnt getting tickets for graduation this year, so you just come :) yay

jess

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[Monday
May 15th, 2006 at 9:48pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Hey!

- 8 more days of school left! YAY. Im graduating! Doesnt that seem like fun. Ive gotta get a dress!!

- I saw lizzy jizzy at the store..im excited. I havent seen her in a long time. Wasnt it fun Liz?

- Im having surgury on June 16th..2 days AFTER my birthday. Fun. Its nothing big, just getting my wisdom teeth out. Better sooner than later, right. Im nervous!

- Zack is at work right now, and im scared. His house is in the middle of no where..kinda. And I HATE IT. I hope him and I are moving out soon. I need a job so we can save money. Its going to take forever, but im up for it. I want to get out of here. I want a place of our own, so i can decorate it how i want it, and if i want it to be dirty..it'll be dirty. Haha.

- My friends bridal shower is coming up on friday. Ive got to get her something to do with sowing..any idea's? Im way excited for her, and i know she is too! Then my other friends wedding, is may 30th. Awwe, this is the month of love haha. Its exciting! I hope I get married soon..but whenever zack and i do, it'll be fine.

- I'm excited for life after high school. It'll be interesting, and hopefully I wont panic to bad. Ive been struggling alot, but ive been going to the counceling sessions every other week and I think they're helping. Ive lost ** pounds in a short amount of time, which i know isnt good. Zacks sister was doing what i use to do, and it kind of triggered me. I hate it. Im like, your gonna end up like me, not being able to have kids, and in the hospital, and going to councling. It's not fun. Sigh... Im good though :) I know I wouldnt ever be able to forget my eating disorder, and it'll be with me for a long time.

im gonna write alot now..just watch :P

jess

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[Wednesday
May 10th, 2006 at 10:49pm]
[ mood | tired ]

HEY!*

- yay 11 days of school left!! im excited. I guess my dad is taking me and zack to Mesquite, NV, and then to Vegas, for the weekend after i graduate for shopping. I love shopping. But anyways..with school...Im sad because i only have 4 A's, 2 B's and a C. Im SAD! Im trying to get all a's but in math thats near IMPOSSIBLE, unless i suck up to my teacher! haha Im doing really good..haha the last quarter of high school..yah im awesome.

- looks like ive gotta get a job...that sucks. I'm not ready to work.

- guess what zack is doing..playing his xbox, thats nothin new is it! i think he needs to get rid of it! Does anyone want an xbox? :P nahh i think he'd kill me.

- ive been sick..again! I hate it. Im ALWAYS sick :( I dont know why, but i pretty much hate it.

- so im tired, i had to clean. so im going to bed..yah i know its short and i suck haha but i promise ill catch everyone up on everything!

<3/jess

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[Tuesday
May 2nd, 2006 at 3:10pm]
[ mood | sore ]

Hi Everyone!!

- 4 weeks until i graduate! yay, im way excited! Im gonna be 18, and im gonna go do 18 year old things haha, its gonna be sexy!! Wetsll, atleast im excited, and since im gonna be 18 i can get a job alot easyer than right now being 17. Yah it sucks. Im sad that i have to get a job, i thought id never have to work, but i do..and i dont like it. haha

- ive been bad on updating..havent i? Its not my fault!! haha its lovely weather outside so i havent been home really, and ive been kinda super busy! Ive been going to the doctors kind of alot, but im okay..so dont worry! And "trying" to find a job, and then therapy like every other tuesday. Fun... i even have to do that during the summer, not cool!

-haha wanna hear something funny! I have fun bruses all on my face and my neck is swollen. This is the story.. haha its good i promise. Well zack and i were messing around..playing, not anything bad..and hes REALLY tiklish, and he picked me up over his sholder and i was like upside down, and I tickled him and he dropped me! On my head!! haha it was kinda funny. He feels way bad, but im like awwe dont, because he told me not to tickle him..i learned my lesson! So..if you see me, and i have spots on my face, now you know why!!! haha. Yeah... i have some pain! lol

- Im excited its almost summer because I'm totally going to go to the lake..hopefully, and get tan, and have alot of "im not in high school" fun! haha, I promise I wont do anything stupid on graduation night! No drinking because I dont do that sort of stuff! Id be way sad if someone died, that i knew, on the night of their graduation. I wonder if they're gonna like block stuff off like they do in some cities. That would be weird. I'll probley go to dinner with my family.

well im gonna go :) see im updating!! <3

xoxo
jess

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[Saturday
April 22nd, 2006 at 6:25pm]
[ mood | bored ]

awwe hi!! look how fast i was back! i just got a new computer :) its a 17 inch widescreen laptop. Its pretty awesome!!

- so graduation is like in a month..scary! we've gotten all of our stuff like the gown and cap and announcements, so were already to go!! im pretty excited excpecially since my school is going down the drain!! its way sad, everything is messed up. whatever though i wont be their next year so its fine with me :)

- i babysat last night. its alot of fun, i love my friends kids :) she has a 7 year old, a 5 year old and a 9 month old. awwe! I usually babysit them every weekend which is okay because i have nothing else to do! Im so bored..i really need a job, but its hard since im not 18 yet. But after im 18, hopefully it'll be easyer. I just want like a secritary job or something..not doing actual work because i wouldnt want to break a nail.

- im getting a new car..soon, hopefully!! An F150 and its either gonna be silver, dark green or dark blue. Daddy wont let me paint it pink :( and i dont want white..and red, i look bad in red. gross! Then i get like 500$ for clothes because all my other clothes are out of date :( well you know what i mean, right? Ahh...i just need new ones. Im trying to get hair extintions but i dont think my daddy wants me to get them...sad.

- well..anyways. im bored. zack is at work. his xbox 360 broke..awwe, sad. :( well for him! i know thats mean to say but he needed a break from it. It'll be back in like a week. Hes so bored though, i feel bad, and theres nothing to do here. I cant wait til we move though. Then we'll find something to do since its our own house..its good i promise!!

well tata everyone :)

jess

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[Thursday
April 20th, 2006 at 6:48pm]
**MY COMPUTER IS GOING TO THE SHOP FOR AWHILE :( BUT ILL TRY TO UPDATE AS MUCH AS I CAN!!!** PLEASE DONT TAKE ME OFF YOUR FRIENDS LIST BECAUSE I PROMISE ILL BE BACK!!!!

<3/ jess nichole**
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[Monday
April 10th, 2006 at 9:18pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

- haha im a loser.. im really sucking at this updating thing. ill write more when my computer works haha

-lizzy..dont you ever delete your lj again!!

-today has been the worst day of this year!!

-im so excited..school is almost over!!! no more stupid teachers that made me have bad days..i hate them!!

-both bands at my school (im in concert band) made state..but my band isnt going. concert band NEVER makes state..and its our first year. thats friken hott. we got: 1, 1, 1-. were friken sexy!!

-did you join my quote community yet..yah thats right, DO IT NOW! haha i promise i wont hurt you. :)

-im still here so make sure you comment!!

jess

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